I just wanna see my girlfriend for my birthday. That’s all I want<3
Photo spam later.
But I really miss you.
To be honest, i’m not scared of losing you. I’m terrified. I am horribly terrified because i dunno what would happen. I don’t want to lose what we have between us, and hopefully you don’t want to either. I just wish that you won’t give up like the others, i just hope that i’m not the only one trying. If you tried, which it seems like you are, then i wouldn’t have anything to be scared about, right? Then why am i still afraid?
I’m always worried about you. I’m always wondering what you’re doing. I wonder if you miss me. These are some of the things that cross my mind during the day. I feel like we’re drifting away by the second. I hate it when we don’t talk. It always kills me inside when I have to sleep to the sound of the T.V. and not your voice.
3 more days till my birthday. K.
- Pjisbeast: Hey sexy.
- Me: Hello.
- Pjisbeast: Shit wrong person.
- Me: WOOOOOOOOOOOOW
- Me: Dick move.
- Pjisbeast: You're beautiful.
- Me. No no no no.
It’s 3:10am and I can’t sleep. It’s so hard to fall asleep when I’m not on the phone with you. Even if you fall asleep first, just knowing that you’re still on the line helps me sleep. Today was an odd day, we didn’t talk at all. I don’t know if i did something wrong or if you were busy but it doesn’t feel right. Just a goodmorning/goodnight text or call would be alright for me. I hope everything is alright <3
Anyways, babe, I don’t think I deserve to be with a person like you. You’re beautiful in every way. You’re way out of my league. But, I’m happy you chose to be with a guy like me. A guy who’s awkward in so many ways, a guy who’s not the cutest out there, a guy who doesn’t have the best swag out there. I know I may be awkward at times, actually most of the time, but I can’t help it, You’re just really cute xD I love staying on the phone with you for hours even if it’s just straight awkward silence the whole time. I love spoiling you with food just because I know you love food. I love how I can call you my girlfriend. I love the awkward moments we have with each other. I love how you won’t take pictures with me </3 Loljk. I love how you’re willing to stay on the phone with me when I wake you up from your sleep just to wait for me to sleep (: I love you’re amazing & beautiful voice you have when you sing to me. OH! I love your cute, sleepy voice you get. I love how you can make me smile even if you just say, “Hi babe!” Aha. I guess what I’m trying to say is… I love everything about you. I’m glad you’re my girlfriend and best friend! I love you Cassie Manio.
nothing special. just maybe go somewhere for a quick bite to eat or maybe get some drinks at starbucks or something. then we can go walk around. maybe go to the beach. the park. anywhere. we can just talk and get to know each other. you down?
OMQ, IS THIS PJ’S UNIVERSE?!
- Girl: Babe I dont think I can sleep.
- Boy: Why baby?
- Girl: I don't know. I need your boring voice to put me to sleep. Wanna tell me a story? Hehehe.
- Boy: Hahah, you're lucky that you're cute. How about I read you Dear John.
- Girl: Sounds perfect.
- - Boy reads Dear John-
- - 15 minutes later-
- Girl: *snores*
- Boy: Babe?
- Girl: *snores*
- Boy: Hahah, you always knock out within 15 minutes. Your snores are cute. Babe, I really love you. I really do. Sometimes I might show that I dont give a fuck. But I do. I never want to lose you. I know it's cheesy, but this is how I feel. This is REAL. I know I'm not the best thing out there, but I'm trying to be one of your best ever. Thank you babe, thank you for choosing a messed up guy like me to be your boyfriend. Thank you for being mine. I honestly can't see myself with anyone else but you babe. I know I say I love you too many times, but each time I say it, my feeling grows more & more for you. Thanks for listening babe. I'll still be on the phone if you need anything. Goodnight babe & sweet dreams. I won't let the bed bugs bite you.
When I get my license, I’m probably lay off the shoe game and work on my car. My first car is gonna be a 93 or 94 Honda Civic EG hatchback(;